hi guys, im back on here. i havent been on here in months and a hell of a lot of things have happened, i now have an eating disorder (i dont know if that was the right way to say it?) but yeah, its the most overwhelming thing ever i guess thinking about it, it started in october last year when i was at the ed sheeran concert and i looked back on pictures of myself and i cried because of what i saw and then that would go back into what other people saw so then i cut down on the fatty food and didnt have snacks and drank loads of water, i was 133lbs in October, June im now 113Lbs. In the short time of 8 months i’ve lost 20 pounds, and im now nearly in the 7 stones. Everyone in my family have started to notice my eating habits have changed and my mum has even joked about ‘you go home and throw up’ i have only ever done once.. in my sixth form toilets but now i just chew and spit the fatty foods. Its horrible, for most nights i have 50 calorie toast for dinner, and fruit during the day but the later i get up the less i eat. Its gonna be hell when the summer comes up, so yeah if anyone on here is thinking of losing weight, do it the healthy way. because now i cant get out of this.
me at the ed sheeran concert.
me today, the bones are lovely arent they?